the more i swear i’m happy. the more that i’m feeling alone.

it's like you're screaming, and no one can hear
you almost feel ashamed
that someone could be that important
that without them, you feel like nothing
no one will ever understand how much it hurts
you feel hopeless like nothing can save you
and when it's over, and it's gone
you almost wish that you could have all that bad stuff back
so that you could have the good